Why would I leave?

My current job is actually pretty great. It has headaches as does anything else, but generally I like it. I am focusing more of my attention on marketing. I like that more than day to day management. It lets me be a little more creative. I guess the only reason that I think I should consider changing is that for once in my life I would like to choose a path rather then just fall into things. If I stay in my position, I want it to be because that is what I really want to do, not just because it is easy.

I guess that is a bit selfish. So many people don't have the same options. I don't have so much financial pressure that it is critical that I make a certain dollar amount each month. It isn't that I can afford to not work at all, it is just that I have some flexibility. Maybe for the first time in my life. That is a double edged sword. I mean it is great that I can choose what comes next in my life, but it is also scary to think I can choose whatever I want to do. Bottom line is I don't know what I want. I know I don't want to fail at whatever I do. If I stay in my current job, I am not likely to fail. I have been pretty successful for the last 18 years, but do I have a passion for it? Aaagh!